I feel like I am getting braver as both Ruby and I re-enter the world. I have kept myself isolated with Ruby- I have not really wanted to talk to people.
But now Toby our head oncologist has said ‘go live’. And that is what we are doing.
I am Out there chatting with friends. They all ask about Ruby and while I feel strong, I feel my eyes well Up and random tears roll Down my cheek.
We’ve had a celebration party for Ruby. I have met friends for lunch and dinner. I went to my work Christmas party and client holiday party. Ruby attended her preschool graduation and also Primary school Dem orientation. It’s all happening with just 20 days of 2016 left.