It’s been 22 months since this cancer journey started and I can finally see the end.
The end of cancer I’m not sure. I am sure it’s the end of chemo and pills and that is really something to stop and celebrate.
But I just feel like sleeping.
It’s been the most challenging thing in my life to keep Ruby alive. To follow doctors orders, stay positive in front of Ruby and continue to be a mum to my other three kids.
When treatment ends we thought to mark it with a party. We pictured a big gathering to say thank you. But upon reflection I don’t feel like celebrating. I feel like sleeping.
So a night or two away with Ed fits the brief. Can’t wait.
Roll on March 2018.